I wish.....I will.....

Its very difficult
for me to forget people
and to believe,
they are gone.
I wish
there was a Shift+ Delete.
I will
try again.

Its crazy,
just looking at a name
makes me
cry.
I wish
there was a Backspace.
I will
try again.

I say all the time,
to myself and
to everyone
that its gone.
I wish
there was a Ctrl.
I will
try again.

I still dream
about a company
I will never have.
I wish
there was a Alt. (ernative)
I will
try again.

I dig into
the past,
wondering what
could have happened.
I wish
there was a Insert.
I will
try again.

I see
the future
and hope its not
dark. Otherwise
I wish
there was a Escape.
I will
try again.

I want to
open the doors
within me
and let the happiness in.
I wish
there was a Enter.
I will
try again.

I want to cry
aloud
and let Mom
cover for me.
I wish
there was a Home.
I will
try again.

I remember,
those rare moments
and smile
on my fortune.
I wish
there was a Pause.
I will
try again.

I pray
to God each moment,
to block
the thoughts.
I wish
there was a End.
I will
try again.